5 years later i will...................

At 1:40 pm, 21 September 2016

I will be in a restaurant, with my children and my husband Hwang Chansung. LOL
Just pick my baby from her grandma's house. And, i'm having a break from my office.
I'm working as a detective. Or something like.... Have you watch Criminal Minds? I really wanna work like that.
And then, my husband takin his days off from singing with 2pm. Lol
Beside it, sometimes i sing with my husband. We are famous enough, because my husband is a boyband member. We are really happy and can buy anything we want. We have house in Indonesia and Korea.
After that, my husband take my daughter home, and i go back to the office til 7 pm.
Then, i have quality time together in home with my little family.

Hahaha. Everyone who read this, may think that im delusional, crazy, and stuff. But, this is one of my task. And also become my hope and my goal. I love this task, cause i can imagine the day that i want the most. So, this is one of my day. Which i hope will come true, 5 years later, 1:40 pm, 21 September 2016


The Commitment.....

There's nothing that i have to do except Work Hard. Yeah, in every part of my life, if i wanna be in that restaurant with peoples i love at that time, on september 21st, I should work hard. Even though i will find so many problems while im walking through the times, i have to be strong. Because, we can't have what we want without struggling hard. And you know, that this hope seems like too impossible to be true. But, it's okay to try, right? Cause, love will lead you to the place you want to rest your life forever. And, working hard for your dreams, will bring you to the endless happiness <3

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Letter to oppa

Dear 2PM oppa.........

Oppa, i cant wait to hear the news that you landed in my country Indonesia. I can't wait to see the pictures that show us you are in Indonesia. I can't wait to hear about you eat Indonesian foods. Oppa, you know? There are so many hottests that cannot watch your concert on November 11th, 2011. But oppa, we love you so much. Even though we cant cheer for you that night, we will still here supporting you and pray for you.
Sometimes, i feel like stop thinking about all of you. But, i cant. Because everytime i see you, listen to your song, i feel strong. I feel that you are here with me when im sad, when im angry and always say "Sun, everything will be alright" When i wake up from my sleep, something that cross in my mind for the first time is 2PM. Are 2PM oppas alright? I don't know if it's just my feeling or what. But i saw you, Hwang Chansung oppa, you are getting thinner. Did you eat well? :(
And oppa, i can't wait to see you. I don't know where, when, and how. But i have to believe, that i could. Hwaiting oppa! Hottest will always be here for you! I still hope to be there, scream, cheer, sing with you and other. But i cant. I know you wont care about this, but... At least i shouldn't have to write this letter with tears on it. Saranghae 2PM oppa! <3 <3 <3

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*sighs*

It's 10.03 a.m now in my country.
Feel so saaaaaaaaaaad. I really wanna go to 2PM concert in 11/11/11. T___T
But i just cant. And beside it.... omg i'm crying right now.
My heart hurts so bad T_T
Everyone now is in the line to but the ticket. And me? I'm still thinking if i wanna buy the ticket or not. I try to tell myself that 'Sun please, you'll meet them someday' but... i feel so sad. My head hurts too... 2PM is very important to me. But, i wanna stop my craziness over them too T_T what should i do?

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Why?

Hi again! ^^
I found something so interesting to me. hoho
I decided to post this in my language. If you want to know... You can translate it lol

Hahaha. Dari tadi Twitter itu lagi bermasalah banget. Timeline orang ada di timeline kita, begitu juga mention dan segala macem. Kenapa juga gue milih buat nulis di bahasa sendiri? Soalnya ini rada-rada gimana gitu, eh ngga deh, biasa aja kok :p
Jadi gini, hari ini Twitter tuh mungkin lagi sakit atau gimana ya, jadi ngga normal gitu. Daritadi refresh timeline, isinya orang-orang yang ngga di follow, dan mention juga, mention orang-orang ke beberapa account twitter.
Nah, waktu refresh mentions, kok orang-orang pada marah gitu sama account yang masuk ke mention kita. Bilang segala "Ngapain nge-hack twitter gue?!" dan semua isi kebun binatang keluar semua. Lah lah, kok orang pada gini ya? Padahal kan dia sendiri aja ngga tau kenapa bisa begitu... Orang mention yang masuk bukan punya dia doang kok, kalo emang di hack, masa dia sehebat itu sih? Selain itu, dibuka dari device lain kayak BlackBerry atau juga dari server lain segalanya normal kok.
Terus, kenapa juga gue ngomong gini? lol
Okay, kalo diliat ya, kita tuh bener-bener terbiasa buat main hakim sendiri, iya ngga? Baru gitu aja bukannya diliat dulu apa permasalahannya, kenapa bisa begitu, kita main marah sama orang. Kenapa ya selalu begitu? Apa orang kita itu termasuk orang-orang yang ber-emosi tinggi atau gimana? Soalnya ini masalah kecil banget. Well.. For some oknum jangan tersinggung, karena ini bisa dijadiin suatu pelajaran ya... Kenapa seneng banget nyerang orang. Karena gue dulu, ya mungkin sekarang masih sedikit lah, kalo nyerang orang tuh rasanya puas gitu lol. Tapi ngga boleh ya, kita harus jadi orang yang baik. So... haha ngga penting banget ya? Gapapa deh hahaha. Anyone can tell me the reason, Why?

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#1

I'm so bored now. And thanks to my super cool lecturer for gave us this task to do. Write. I will try to write a lot here, either in english or Bahasa. By the way, i dont really know what to name this post's title. As you see, it's #1. So, i feel like share a song lyric that i've searched before. Does anyone know Whitney Houston? I really like her, and i want to show you one of her song lyric. This is really good. And sorry for being random. But i totally love this song right now.....


Share my life, take me for what I am
Coz I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide


Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you, you, you...

You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love mmmmm...
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember, forever

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing...

Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me no...
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
ooohhh,ooooh
if i don't have you,oohh...



If you don't know... The song title is "I Have Nothing" it's really good. For anyone who is in love, or maybe hope for love from someone, i recommend that song. Really good. Hehehe ;p

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Brain isn't heart

Hi!

I'm going to tell you about my interests this time. Yeah, we're humans... We interest to something, don't we? ;p
Okay, i will start.....
I'm still young right now, even though i'm 17 and will be 18 soon. I bet young peoples love music so much. If you say you're not, maybe you feel something's wrong in your life. Well, i tell you now. Music can speak the words that you can't spill... It help us to manage our feeling. There are so many kind of musics and i'm the one who like everything that fit my situation. Why i said so? Cause, i really dislike listen to sad song when i'm happy, or otherwise. -___-
I always love pop, RnB, and now i'm obsessed with Rap. You know.. That fast singing. Well, i like it since i was in elementary school. I can sang "Where is the love" by black eyed peas when i was in 6th grade. I really love it. And then, i hope everyone knows Beyonce. If you don't please use your GOOGLE and open your eyes! T___T
She's really great! I wanna be like her. You know, world singer, rich, pretty and so on.

And now, i want to tell you about my current interest. Everyone.. Once again, i hope you know K-POP. A disease that spread to the world super fast and when someone knows it, and like it, they will be dying to cure their self to get out from their addiction. Actually, it isn't bad, cause... K-POP is really good. Dancing, singing, and stuff. It is like a drug lol i'm getting too much on this. ;p
I am now a fan of Korean boyband named 2PM! Yaaaaay! I hear all the hottests cheering up for that! ;)
I will tell you a little about them. This boyband consist of 6 handsome boys. I think they are angels lol
They are, Kim Junsu, Ok Taecyeon, Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul, Jang Wooyoung, Lee Junho, and the last but not least and will always be in my heart and so handsome and i will always love him lol hahaha too long already. He is HWANG CHANSUNG. The youngest in the group. In Korea he is being called, the Maknae. Okay, i'm taking my breath for this.
They were 7 before Jay Park got out of the team because of some conspiracy. Jay Park is quite cool. Well, really cool! >.<

Oh, i talked about "Hottest" right? Yeah, Hottest is the name of 2pm's fandom. If i'm not wrong, we are called hottest because you know, at 2.pm the sun is right upon your head, and it's the Hottest time of the day. So, i will continue about my interest to 2PM. Yaaay i hear everyone cheering again! lol

I used to know 2PM from my bestfriend. Actually, i'm the one who dislike asian pop and something like that. I'm west oriented. I like western groups, movies, and so on. They are really good. So, at the first time, i rejected this influence my friend gave -_- but then, i can't stop thinking about them and wish that i can get close to them T_T can i cry now?
I'll make this shorter ;p
One day, Allah gave me an incredible present for me. Can you guess? Yes, I CAN WATCH THEM. Can you imagine how happy i was? Saw the boys dancing and singing, and waving in front of me? It was like "God, i will never see them" or "God, it's impossible to see them" But then, God understand me. It was a crazy concert i've ever attend. I got VIP ticket that time, i was so lucky! You know? Lucky! Cause i got it cheap because of my bestfriend help me. I imagined that concert will be good, and my Chansung can see me but god said no. I was really happy and sad at the same time. I'm one of the luckiest hottests in this world. So, based on the story, you may conclude that i really like 2PM. You know what? They are my life now. I will never stop loving them. I'll support them. Even though someday, i will really really get hurt by them. Cause... No one will leave alone until they get old right? If you know what i mean.
So, that was my short story about my interest. Anyway it's 23:27 pm in my country. So i'm kinda sleepy right now. lol. I'll catch everyone soon!

<3<3 much love, Sunny.

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