The Last Day of '12

Hi lucky people who read this post! Right right! You're lucky cause you have been through this whole year and spend your time browsing in internet! n_n What did you got in 2012? A lot of things? None? Okay. Let me share my achievements and all failures in 2012 (as i remember). I set some goals to be achieved in 2012, but i only remember few things that I've got, and lot of things remain hanging on my wonder world. I worked really hard to change to be a better person than before. It needs a lot of fights and tears lol being dramatic again. You know? One of my biggest goal that I achieved in 2012 was meeting my idols. I couldn't believe it! From hundreds, well thousands fans, my name was in the list of people who could hi-5 them. It was a lucky draw, so you can imagine how lucky i was. There was no distance between us, it was an impossible thing for me, but i tried so hard, planned what i wanted to do, and also prayed hard to God. It had always been my dream, to meet them. Everyone, even my closest person said that i should stop dreaming about it. It won't be happened in my life. I was thinking, "I guess they are right, I should stop, I don't have to go to the concert, i don't have to save my money for concert and things." But, how if i stop? How if I stop believing, trying, and dreaming? I would never been able to achieved my goal. I would never been able to touched my idols, to talked with them and let them listened, to told them how much i love them. It was hard because Korean idols are rarely come to Indonesia, and if they come, the possibilities to meet/talk/touch them is 1:10000000. See? I need to be that crazy to achieve what i want. And i have to believe in it, i need to created a deep and big faith in my heart that i can do that, i can make it real! And with a help from God, everything was so easy for me. My dream came true, and even in the concert, one of them threw a souvenir and i could catch it, it was possible among the impossibilities if you know what i mean. That was the biggest thing in 2012 for me, a week after my birthday, can you imagine how blessed i was? And you guys, never give up! Someone like me, who totally not a religious person, or implicitly kind, still can get what i want. But you have to work hard on it. And pray! Because no matter how hard you work but you don't pray, you won't have it or vice versa. And what about my failures? lol. The biggest failure in 2012 for me was...... having no lover hahaha. Yeah, i set my goal to find someone who could love me, and i love the person back. Well i met someone but.. It's all ended and i seemed to be trapped here in the past so.... okay. Hahaha. But well, as i learnt from my achievement, i should've just worked on it harder, pray harder for.....a lover XD cause, i don't really care about it actually, i believe that, out there, God has prepared someone for me. And i'm still trying to move on. Well, I'm just hoping that in 2013 my biggest failure will be my biggest achievement, and i can achieve more goals and be a better person. Keep dreaming and run for it! I believe that is no such thing as impossible! <3 p="p">

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